I give up. I FREKING give up.

My school has two sites, 11-13 year olds, Year 7 and 8 on one and 13-16 year olds on the other, Years 9, 10 and 11!

I’ll just call them Big and little Schools

So I’m 13 years old in Little school and I had my last two lessons in big school. So I walked over and had computing, then Tech. I realised I forgot my P.E kit, went back to tech room. Nothing. Went to computing room. Was locked but could see p.e kit. Walks all the way to little school. Waits 15 minutes, walks back up, gets key, Opens room, gets kit. Walks home. School gets out at 3:15, got home at 4:21. I’m an idiot minger worthless Stupid little Weirdo and I can’t Believe I even live. I think I would’ve killed myself if I wasn’t such a wimp by now. I am so sick and tired of my life and school. I wish that I could. Does anyone think I should tell someone how I am feeling? I am too scared because no one will Believe me. They will just think I’m over Exaggerating and cos I’m the “nice happy upbeat Crazy Kind girl” I am perfectly fine with my Non-divorced parents and two older siblings living a perfectly helpful and Middle Class life.