Miscarriage

Today has been the most numbing day for me. I had a miscarriage and it sucks. I’m bleeding and I’m reminded everytime I go to the bathroom. My deepest fears when I got pregnant are now a reality. I fear the worst now and I’m afraid of how it’ll be again. I just am not knowing how I should cope with this. I don’t have Medicaid yet and my insurance cancelled on me and my husband months ago because of a mistake they made. I’m trying to get somewhere here, make an appointment, be told I have no reason to not carry a healthy baby and try again. we named the baby Darlene. It means tenderly loved. We think it was a girl.