I’ve been wanting to wear makeup again

It’s been a while since I’ve worn makeup, like the last time I wore makeup was my wedding day (which was 1 year ago). I’ve been wanting to where it again, but I’m just having a hard time finding confidence in myself and motivation to wear it, and I don’t know how to get it back. I struggle with my confidence all the time. It has a lot to do with my past traumas, and I’m afraid to step out of my comfort zone