Feeling Torn...

I don’t understand what this feeling is. I’m so scared of something going wrong with this pregnancy, maybe because my last pregnancy was difficult. I feel like I should be more excited about being pregnant this time. I mean we actively planned this and it didn’t take that long to conceive. Now I just feel torn. I refuse to tell my husband because he’s just gonna say I’m nuts.

Someone please tell me I’m not alone and I’m going to be okay.