Bany shower?

Im only 15 weeks and i know its to early to have one but i am thinking of it... idk if im goin to have one because litterally all my family is in another state.. and i only really talk to like 2 or 3 people and i dont want to have one and have no one come at all! Its actually really hurting inside because i think i should have that experience.. i just do t know what to do or even feel about it...