he “wanted to try something new”

i feel like i need to vent just to get rid of this anxiety. so today my fwb was over and we were making out and such everything was fine until he starting to put his hand around my throat with no warning, now i hate my throat being touched so i was obviously showing signs of panic so he stopped right away and we continued as normal.

in the moment i ended up forgetting about it but now sense he has gone home i have this overwhelming anxiety about it and i’m not really sure why.

i obviously texted him to see wtf and his response was that he wanted to try something new but he could see i didnt like it so he stopped, i told him i don’t like things touching my throat and that was the end of the conversation. he didn’t apologize and that seemed to just add to my anxiety.