No baby

Sunday early morning 10/27/19 i went into early labor at 34weeks and 4 days. I went to nearest hospital not birthing hospital of my choice. However from the time i got there i was disgusted of the treatment from medical staff. I waited over a hour before being seen. Mind you im in excruciating pain. They want all this info from me for registration when i had family with me to do that part. When i did get seen i was in so much pain words cant describe. After my family had to get rude. I finally get ultrasound no heartbeat❤. My world came crashing down. I lost a part of myself that can never be replaced. On 10/25/19 i had a stress test done at my ob office and my baby heartbeat was strong. I was having BH contractions. I was advised to go home rest and drink plenty of fluids. Because BH can be caused from dehydration. So they say. I lost over a liter of blood and 5 blood transfusions and a slow drip MAG. The hardest pill to swallow was although i almost lost my life my daughter did.😭😭😭 All this occured around 7, 8 in the morning they wanted to see if i would labor naturally which was bullshit. I sat all day with my deceased baby in me. So at 9 pm at night i had a c section. My daughter was 4lbs 15oz 18in. I feel so heartbroken to my soul. Then to top it off my insurance will not cover my daughter's funeral so im raising money for that. I had to return baby items and everything. This has been far the most traumatic experience ever in life. Just wanted to share my story congrats on all successful births. RIH Mommy's Angel

~Quannai Sharifa Mae Walker~