Never felt so BLESSED💛

This morning I was reminded that a year ago today I sat in urgent care crying believing I had miscarried yet again.

I was 9 weeks pregnant, and had experienced two late losses before this at 22 weeks and 13 weeks. I wasn’t planning to get pregnant ever again, because I didn’t want to go through losing another baby. So when I went to the bathroom to pee and saw bright red blood on my underwear and when I wiped, my heart broke. I tensed up, and could barely get myself off the toilet. I called my OB as it was a Saturday, but was told he was performing an emergency c section. The doctor on call said I could go to urgent care instead of the ER as it would be faster and my insurance covered the cost.

The whole way over there i was holding back tears and once i got there I couldn’t help but lose hope. There was just so much blood. I was called into a room immediately, and the doctor performed an abdominal ultrasound. I was so prepared for him to say there was no heartbeat or that he wouldn’t be able to find the fetus at all.

Then, unexpectedly he was able to find my baby and a fetal heartbeat as well. My baby was perfectly fine and healthy. I cried so much out of relief. It was the last thing I expected. I was told i had a subchorionic hemorrhage, which was the source of the bleeding.

Today, I look at my beautiful 4 month old boy and just feel so blessed.

To think a year ago I thought I lost him, and he is now perfectly healthy just reminds me how incredibly great God is.

I hope that any woman that is pregnant especially after a loss, has a healthy pregnancy from here on out 💛 And any woman ttc after a loss or just in general, baby dust to you. You’ll always be in my prayers