HE said no to porn and instagram models

A little back story by husband and I have been together since high school, dating throughout college and married 3 years ago. Not long after getting married I caught him multiples times sexting women on Snapchat. I near divorced him but after him apologizing and really stated he would change we decided to go through marriage counseling.

The counseling help and he even deleted his social media accounts. This was last year. Once I was able to trust him again, which wasn’t easy, we talked about him getting social media back since we had our first baby a few months ago and wanted to share pictures with family. Since have our LO going through postpartum recovery, not being in the mood and just being overall tired we haven’t been intimate. It was a few weeks ago that sex has started to feel good again

I had a talk with my husband about him masterbating since we haven’t been intimate and he said he does. It’s a normal and natural thing so me being curious just wanted to know I get it I do it to I’m not against it. He said he watched porn a few times and right after it didn’t feel right to him and he felt guilty. So I asked, do we want porn to be an okay thing in our marriage I get it if that’s what you want to do. And he said NO. So I extended that to whether looking at practically half naked women on social media being not okay and he said he wouldn’t do it.

Well I looked at in Instagram search and saw that he recently was looking at pages of half naked women on Instagram.

Honestly I haven’t confronted him about it yet 😕 at this point like I’m not going to be naive and believe he doesn’t jack off to other Women’s pictures, it’s the fact that he isn’t honest about it. When he was the one that said porn and looking at half naked people on Instagram was not okay in our marriage. 🙄