Lost my Virginity!

Lost my virginity on Sunday. At 20 years old! wasn’t like I’d expected it to be, there where no rose petals, no sensual music, I wasn’t perfectly waxed or shaved, I didn’t look like a goddess and I wasn’t pimple free, he isn’t my boyfriend nor do I think he will be and we definitely don’t love each other but he took care of me and made sure I was ok. Even though it wasn’t like the books and movies made it out to be it was so perfect. It was an in the moment decision where I said fuck it and loved every moment. To be honest I wouldn’t change it for a movie perfect moment, it felt very real and very loving.