Just found out ..

That I'm pregnant! Hubby doesn't want to tell anyone, which I totally understand. I'm only 5 weeks. We didn't tell anyone until I was like 12 weeks with my first. I'm so nervous this time around. I'm just over 5 years older than I was with my first. I'm 36 now. I've gained a considerable amount of weight since my last child. Overall, health wise I'm great (aside from a cold I'm fighting right now) but I don't know why A.) It doesn't feel real and B.) I'm so nervous... I think a big part of me thought it was never going to happen. My husband hated that I worked a retail schedule for about 5 years, and he didn't want to talk about another baby until I got a 9-5 job. Well in July I was promoted and got that 9-5... And 3 months later I'm pregnant. I am very very happy. But also kind of scared and in disbelief. I don't have my first doctors appointment until the 25th. I'm praying hard and also asking my angel sister to watch over this baby the way she did for my son. I dont need any replies, I just wanted to get this off of my chest since I don't really have anyone to talk to about this. Thanks xoxo