Haven’t cried yet

Rikki • I love Jesus, my husband, my family, & my dogs! Finally pregnant after 5 years of trying!!! 🙏🏼

Finally pregnant after 5 years of trying! I thought I would be sooo emotional first seeing a positive test or at my first ultrasound but I’m 7w6d and still haven’t cried tears of joy. I became very bitter inside through our journey to get pregnant seeing EVERYONE else get pregnant except me and feeling like my prayers were being ignored. I almost feel like that bitterness that built up is still blocking the joy I should be expressing. Don’t get me wrong I’m ecstatic that I’m finally pregnant and still can’t believe it’s actually true but is it normal that I haven’t happy cried at all yet?