Unhappy SAHM

I’m a SAHM to my 10 month old and still wondering when I’m going to enjoy this. I love my daughter to death, but she’s a difficult baby. I’m finding that I’m always unhappy anymore and I’m just not loving this like I thought I would. This was all I ever wanted, but I feel like a prisoner in my own home! I feel like my days have gotten to the point where I just do what I can to push through them, just to wake up and do it all over again. At the end of the night, It feels like I just survived the day, not actually enjoyed my day. I resent my husband some days for getting to leave the house every day for 10 hours. I had an image of what this would be like and it’s nothing like that. So maybe my expectations were too high or something. I never have time to myself, bc I’m always home and taking care of my baby. My baby is still waking up at night and not napping well, so I’m exhausted! This is making me change my mind about having another baby. I wanted 2, but I don’t think I want to do this again! Sorry, I’ve just been having a hard time lately and I guess I just needed to vent. Me working and putting her in daycare isn’t an option, bc we would lose money doing that. I wouldn’t make enough money to pay for daycare, so this is just what I have to do.