How to handle the heartbreak..?


My hubby and I have been ttc for a year now. I was 5 days late for my period (I’m never late for my period), planned on taking a test this morning and when I woke up I had gotten my period. I’ve been crying non stop since I woke up. My heart breaks every month my period comes but this month I messed up and got my hopes up and now I’m crushed. How do you guys handle ttc? This makes me want to give up because it breaks my heart and I hate feeling like this. I’ve suffered from major depressive disorder for the last 6 years so keeping my depression under control while ttc is starting to get really hard..any advice? I’m starting to lose hope. ☹️