I don't know what is wrong with me.

My baby is 7 months, however I know I've made a massive mistake having a baby.

I feel like I've brought something into this world where me and his dad haven't even got our shit together and we are 27 - already failed as parents.

I love my little dude to death, I really do. I'm just so sick of the whining constantly, the constant need for attention, the constant chores. I work night shift 3/4 times a week that's not altogether either so on they occasions I'm up for over 48 hrs straight. I'm absolutely exhausted.

There's so much stress aswell between money and my house as it's a hazard but can't get moved. I just want to die. I wish everyday I'd not wake up. I do not want to do any of this anymore.