Hello beautiful ladies. I need to vent, and I can't vent about this to people in my personal life. It helps me to write things down.

So, in 2014, my (now ex) fiancé raped me. I tried fighting him off, but he raped me. He tried gaslighting me to make it seem like I wanted to be raped. I spiraled into a deep dark depression. I eventually went to therapy and left him.

I am now married to a sweet, caring, wonderful man, and we are saving up for <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a>. I later found out that my ex had chlamydia from cheating and passed it on to me. Because of the chlamydia, that ruined my Fallopian tubes, and <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> is now the only option).

I found out yesterday that he is expecting a baby with his new wife. I'm so mad I could scream.

Why does he get to be happy and have a baby, meanwhile, my husband and I are still saving up for <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a>. My ex can have a baby no problem, but with <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a>, there is a chance it won't work the first time. It seems so unfair. My ex has taken so much from me, and he gets to be happy.

😖😓😫😡