Tonight, I saw my bullies from Middle School.

Every Monday night, my coworker and I go to a bar for about 6 months because they have cheap drinks and our other coworker DJs there. Tonight was different. A group of guys came in. They were my middle school bullies. The boys who made me change schools. The boys who made my life a living hell for 3 years. The boys who even after I changed schools STILL got to me. I had an anxiety attack. (Mind you I am 26 now so I’ve been out of school for a while). I don’t know if they noticed me. I hope they didn’t. But just seeing them really really freaked me out. They didn’t just bully me... they where physical with me. Beat me up during gym class, pushed me against lockers, and one of them held me down in the grass and told me to eat it or he would kill me. I’m still not sure what to do. I’m trying to keep myself from thinking they followed me home.

I guess I really needed to tell someone. I know we were all just kids, but I will never forget what they did to me...