I have a 6 year old, a 2 year old and a 4 1/2 month old son. When I was pregnant, it all seemed so easy, we were even talking about when we would have our 4th and last child. Since our third son has been born, I never feel like I can get on top of all the care taking. I'm anxious alot. I'm absolutely exhausted by the end of the day. My husband works evenings so he can watch the two youngest while my oldest is in school and I can work (full time job from home.) Then he leaves for work around 3 and it's just me and the kids until they are all fed and bathed and put to bed by mom. I never in my life thought I would feel so overwhelmed. I was planning another baby in the next two years! But now, the reality of the three kids, leaves me feeling like I am barely hanging on and getting all their needs met.

Anyone else feel this way?!? I am so tired every single day of my life. I walk by a mirror and try not to look, I don't see myself anymore. Just a wreck, a figment of who I used to be!!

Has anyone else felt this way? Did it ever get better? Will I ever feel happy and excited and rested again?? 😵 When, if it did, did it get easier for you? I love my son's more than anything, but it's been almost 5 months, and I still feel overwhelmed.