So I’m currently 7 weeks and 6 days pregnant with my first pregnancy. I’m 20 years old will be turning 21 in April. I’m from Jalisco Mexico but currently living in a small town in Texas. But that’s just some info to give you a little background of myself. I’ve lived most of my life here since I was 18 months old. I’ve lived here all my life. I couldn’t imagine living in another country. Now I’m devastated to hear that my long time boyfriend and father of my child has been put on hold by immigration. Yes my boyfriend committed a felony. He was pulled over by a officer and had illegal possession of a certain drug. I’m not sure how much he had or what exactly made it to where he had committed a felony but he was put in our county jail on Tuesday night around 10pm. He is an illegal immigrant as am I. He did a stupid mistake that I know he deeply regrets it. He didn’t mean for all this to happen. I should’ve known something like this could’ve happened knowing my boyfriend but thinking about how different it’s gonna be once he gets sent to Mexico (that’s where he’s from) and be able to be here with our child breaks my heart. He was so excited to be a dad. He never wanted for this to happen. We were already planning to move in together to raise our baby but now that’s not seeming to happen any time soon. His mom and his family want me to stay calm and not to stress but I can’t help but feel hopeless and upset at the fact that this is happening. I want to stay positive but I can’t. I really wanted to see him and our baby make memories together. My boyfriend has never hurt no one and isn’t a bad guy out to kill and do any gang stuff or anything. He’s just been stupid and letting his bad company of “friends” influence him. I don’t blame his friends. I do believe he is responsible for what he committed but it’s not fair for him to be sent to Mexico. He’s lived here his most of his whole life, since he was a little kid. He doesn’t know anybody out there in Mexico. He doesn’t deserve this. It’s really hard to take all of this in. He’s family is already working on getting a immigration lawyer but I already am preparing myself for the worst. I’m feeling very hopeless and upset. I don’t think there’s any chance of him being let go or free. His family had already gotten a bail bond for him and everything then 30 minutes later they got a call stating that he was put on immigration hold. I’m sorry if I suck at explaining this. It’s probably all over the place. I’m just very emotional and would like to put this out for people who have been in the same place so I won’t feel so alone and scared. I pray to god he will be home again soon