babyshower

my feelings are a bit hurt that neither of my sisters have offered to throw or even help me plan a baby shower. i don’t want to sound selfish or make it seem like i’m entitled but i just really thought they would at least offer to help me plan one, but my sister actually got mad at me for asking for help. i’m 19 and i don’t expect her to pay for anything, but i have no idea how to plan a party and she’s thrown 2 baby showers for her best friend. i just wanted some advice ha. guess i just won’t have a shower. i don’t want to look like a fool or “forced” someone to help.