Ok so I’ve been talking to this guy who I matched with on okcupid with and follow on Instagram. He’s coming to my job to hang out for a bit (I work in different hotels). I am so damn nervous! I almost feel like sneaking through the stairwell and climbing to another floor! I have a feeling this is going to be awkward 🥵

I work graveyard hours ( I get off at 5 am) so I look rough and tired af too!!! Why am I so shy and anxious all of sudden.

Update -

So I don’t even know why I was so nervous, right off the bat I picked up on his energy. When we would text I assumed his “sad boi” persona was a way to appear mysterious but, nope... He’s really like that in person. Being around him made me feel kinda drained a bit, like I was suddenly really sleepy and little down. He says he’s going through a lot and spent the time we hung out pointing out everything he didn’t like about himself. It was awkward silences at times but overall he was really nice, albeit extremely sad.