I have had to have so much help with baby while in recovered from surgery. I finally am feeling better then ever and today was proof. Baby made a masterpiece. I made sensory paint bags. Then organic baby food. I was so bummed I had to stop breastfeeding but feel so good to be able to put all the best into what he is eating. He's been eating homemade baby food for over a week now. I am so glad I am feeling like I am being an amazing mom again it has been so rough.