Birthday

Laura
It's coming up on a year since my son was born. I'm suppose to be planning a huge birthday party for my little miracle. Instead I went out and bought  a happy first birthday sign that won't get ruined by the rain to put on his grave. I'm pregnant again now and I just don't have the same attachment or excitement as I did with my son. I feel horrible that I'm not bonding with baby. I'm trying to manage. I just miss my little man.