SHATTERED

Finding out that my step dad is cheating on my mom, unsure if physically or just talking to another woman (women) on apps.

This is his first grandchild and he’s been a light in my life ever since I was 5. Shattered doesn’t really even begin to describe how I feel.

I found out just because I was in the wrong place at the wrong (or right?) time. I wish I didn’t know. And keeping it from her is killing me. My mom is going to be heartbroken, it’s going to kill her. My family is going to be torn - a month before my baby is due.

I’ve made it pretty clear to him (by telling him directly) you tell her, or I will. And that he’s throwing everything he’s worked so hard for, for whatever bullshit he’s on.

He’s admitted it. I don’t want my sweet baby boy born into this. I told him he can’t have it all. Fix his stuff with my mom or get the fuck out of all of our lives.

I never thought it would be me posting this.... and I’m struggling.