Kinda long...fml

Is it bad that I want to call my sister in law a needy runt? LOL ok that's mean but fuck! Shes with their mom everyday all day. Sucking boob and gettin her ass wiped....long story short...her son is 8 months older than our son and they both could careless about his existence. They dont bother with us, we gave up on trying to get the mother in law to spend time with our son because all she has is excuses. "I'm busy" hes almost 9 months and has seen him maybe 5 times...acknowledged him 3 of those time. She doesn't work. Shes just with her favorite grandson everyday. Too "busy" for her other grandson. Btw that's what she calls him on fb "other grandson" that's all she is, a fb grandma. Usually grandparents cry around for time with their grandbabies right? Messin with my head big time. I didnt grow up with close immediate family. I grew up around alot of people but no grandparents, aunts or uncles. So naturally I want more for my kids.

Yesterday my mother in law FINALLY called for a visit...I was happy to bring him down. My bf told his runt of a sister to let them visit alone. What does she do?! She waits until im gone and goes back with her kid. I freaked out and wanted to pick him up then ended up in a bad aniexty attack. This has been an on going issue of his runty sister being a fuck. Shes rotten, spoiled and knows it. My bf got mad at her to leave to let our son and grandma bond for once. She laughed and said suck it! Hes away for work so I had to call his normal sister to pick up our boy because I ended up hyperventilating to the point of almost passing out. I wish the were just nice normal people who loved my kid. I feel fucking crazy...they make me feel crazy.

The runt lives 2 minutes away and the fb grandma lives 4-5 minutes away. I've fb, called, left msgs for the fb gma to visit. She told a relative that I DONT ANSWER HER CALLS! I've been with this man for over 3 years...she has not once called me! That call yesterday she was forced basically!!!!! That same relative tried to fix up a visit for my boy to see his fb gma. I said she needs to call...I wanna hear her say it 😂 she tried to get mad and said I'm childish and that shes tryin to help mediate the situation. I said how am I supposed to drop off my son without her talkin to me? She knows nothing about him she doesnt know how to take care of him, how he eats, sleeps, likes and doesnt like, she has to communicate with me. So couple hours passed and she finally called. Then all that shit happened. My bf is mad at his runt sister and now is sayin if his mom ever wants to visit again she can come here and not there...I know I cant keep the runt away forever...but I'd at least like my son to have a bond with his grandma. Smh. Weirdos

*shes 24 years old living with her boyfriend