WHY CANT I REMEMBER (tw, abuse)

🌚hammy🌚 • hammy | she/her | asexual | idiot deluxe supreme™

Who was it, what was their face

I didn't even realize what it was until now, all I can remember is those fingers, I'm impure now, they tainted me

PLEASe just let me remember fully, this half baked memory hurts so bad, i don't even know if I'm still in contact with this person

I jump every time someone touches me, but I CAN'T REMEMBER WHO just let me have the full memory or let me forget