I hate the holidays

Title is self-explanatory. Call me a “grinch” or “Scrooge,” I don’t care. Christmas is nothing but a financial scam and family blows up your phone wondering why you’re not at their events. I told them straight up “Because I don’t want to see you people! That’s why! Leave me alone.” They continue to bother you, so you block them. Then they contact other family members to bother you. Christmas is hard as it is, but it’s hard for me this year because This would have been my angel baby’s 1st Christmas. This is supposed to be a joyous time and I DO NOT feel that way. I just bought a house and I’m not buying any decorations or a tree, nothing. I’m going to spend Christmas alone in my house, getting drunk till I pass tf out. Anyone who shows up on my property uninvited will have cops called on them for trespassing.