Just venting about my nightmare

I had a nightmare my boyfriend didn’t love me anymore. In the dream, it’s like I’m fighting him for him to care about me. I’m talking to his two female friends I’m not very close to, but I’m trying to get answers from. I’m desperate. I’m asking them what they think of us, and if they think we’ll make it. I’m asking what I can do to improve our situation. I can tell they don’t really like me. Like they’re being nice but they’d never hang out with me outside of my boyfriend. One of them says “you know, I don’t see you all as a match.” Then the other agrees. But in my dream I fight that and say “I’ve never felt more connected to someone in my life.” They kind of shrug their shoulders and say “well if you want him then fight for him.” In my dream I’m trying to run to him but it’s like I have weights on my legs. I finally get to him, but it’s like he’s totally changed. He’s being so cold to me.. not making eye contact, not talking to me, etc. I eventually find out he’s found someone else he’s talking to. This is heartbreaking to me and I tell him that but it’s like he doesn’t even care. In the end of my dream I’m trying to decide if I should walk out the door with my dignity, and never see him again, or fight for him more like his friends said. I woke up as I was trying to make that decision, and my face was itchy because it was covered with tears. My heart hurt, and there was a huge lump in my throat. And I can’t stop thinking about and fearing when that day could happen.