Someone tell me I’m crazy

So last night I was stupid and tested in the evening (evening test not pictured) and it was 50% lighter than my second to last test. I started stressing even though logically I know that my urine was more dilute in the evening. But then I took the last test this morning and I’m convincing myself it’s lighter when it’s probably not and I’m freaking myself out. My doctor should call with labs today, but I’ve been waiting since Wednesday because of the holiday. I feel crazy but I’m terrified cause I’m 4 weeks 4 days and this is around the time I lost my precious pregnancies. TELL ME IM CRAZY! 😭