Caesarean next Monday

I'm pregnant with my fourth child, but third pregnancy, My daughter is 7 and my twins are 3 (will be four same day as my C-section), this is my third C-Section and I'm more nervous now then I was with my other two surgeries, I'm sad because it's the same day as my twins birthday and I will be in the hospital 😩 and I'm so afraid something will go wrong with me or with my baby boy, any other moms scheduled for a second or third C-section and more nervous than before???