PPD? Or something else?

Does it. On on suddenly? Can it take time? My LO is 4 weeks old and EBF. With her cluster feeding and being fussy and i found myself getting frustrated.

Last night I just started bawling because she is my third but I just feel like an idiot. I cant distinguish her cries and i feel like im putting my other two children on the back burner because my baby is constantly attached to my boobs.

I would never hurt my baby. And i dont have horrible thoughts towards her. Im just so discouraged on breastfeeding and feel like I cant take care of all my children like i should.

Its upsetting because im the only one who can console the baby. Everything is left on my shoulders and its just overwhelming. Is this something I should be concerned about? Or just normal?