How did you know you were struggling with post partum depression? My newborn is wonderful and I love him, but i'm alone at night as my husband works thirds and i'm not sleeping at all, partially because my son doesn't sleep long periods at night, especially if he isn't being held, but even when he does sleep, I have so much anxiety over what could happen if I sleep, I'm too wired to shut my eyes. I sleep like 2 hours a day, when my husband comes home, which I won't have once I go back to work. I've been so frustrated and something just feels off.