Pointless

Symptom spotting is pointless, so why can’t I stop? just because you didn’t have the symptom the previous month, it means nothing if you have it the next month. metallic taste days 7-11 means nothing. Dizziness days 9-12 means nothing. Mid phase cramping, nothing. Diarrhea/constipation comes down to what you eat. CP, never where it’s ‘suppose’ to be in the first place. CM, don’t really have much regardless of the time of month. Backache, did too much at work or AF. Sore breasts, AF. Sex position and frequency, doesn’t matter. bbt, all over the place. Inconsistency is the only norm. I’m 40 and feeling helpless, frustrated, broken, and like I’m letting my husband down.