Angry

I know we all post negative stuff on this group but I feel bad for adding to it 😓

But right now, I’m so mad and just pissed off that I’m not pregnant. I’m two days late and only BFNs.

WHY IS THIS SO HARD? WHY DID I HAVE TO MISCARRY? I WANT TO BE PREGNANT, WE WANT A BABY SO BAD SO WHY DO WE HAVE TO FIGHT TOOTH AND CLAW FOR WHAT WE WANT?

They say the struggle makes it all worth it...but they never tell you how much it hurts to continuously fail to conceive. I couldn’t even tell when I ovulated this month 😣

I should be happily in my 2nd trimester, enjoying my first ever pregnancy. Instead, I mourn the loss of my poor baby and hate myself for not being able to keep my baby or even make a new one 💔

Please God, we just want our baby. Please grant us our dream. We owe everything to You, our Heavenly Father. I know you hear our cries: please hear our prayers as well 🙏🏽