3 years and done 💔

My bf recently broke up with me cause I had gotten upset over him following a female on Instagram and we had issues in our first year that made me a little insecure now and he knows that he wouldn’t like me follow guys on Instagram so that’s why I was upset and he said he doesn’t want to be with me no more and that he doesn’t love me and that just really hurt and it’s like I feel like this is all my fault he broke up with me and I just feel so stupid and it just sucks cause I have no one else to go to about this I’m on my own and so I came on here to talk about. It just I love him so much and I didn’t want to lose him and I know I’m stupid for saying this and some of you probably think I’m ridiculous but there’s a lot of good memories and rn I just feel so numb that 3 years has ended and idk how to pick myself up to be honest and I’m just tired of feeling heartbroken and I just feel like there’s something wrong with me that I always get treated like shit in relationship and I get cheated on and it just makes me feel like I am shit and I’m not good enough for someone to actually love me the way I love them....idk what to do to make myself feel better...