POST PARTUM BLEEDING “GUSH” - Normal?!

I’m almost 8 days post partum and still bleeding on and off. Today NOTHING almost all day and then just now I was standing in the kitchen and felt a gush. I went into the bathroom and blood was all over the pad and when I peed the water was bloody! Is this normal? I haven’t had any clots but it’s so scary to see for some reason lol how long did everyone else’s post partum bleeding last?