Iui #2 feeling discouraged

K👼🏻👼🏻👶🏼👶🏼

I had <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">iui</a> #2 today and I’m just feeling so discouraged about it all. My fiancé’s sperm count post wash was only in the 4 million range and the doctor said it will lower our chances. I’ve been taking Letrozole 5mg every cycle for 7 months now. I had 2 follicles that will be released this cycle and I had my peak fertility test today the day of my <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">iui</a>. They will have me take progesterone 3x a day this time. The low sperm count is really discouraging me I’m feeling so low about it all. I just want it to work. Has anyone had any positive outcomes from <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">iui</a>? Or positive outcomes with a low sperm count from <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">iui</a>? I think i need some positivity today. And to top it off it’s Friday the 13th 🤦🏻‍♀️. I’m having a lot of cramping on my right side today where my 2 follicles were so hopefully that’s a good sign. I just don’t want to go through ChrismAs with everyone asking if we are pregnant yet it’s so saddening to have to say no but still trying soo often I just want it to happen already.