So my ex dumped me after coming to visit him in Chicago. I left Saturday night landed at the airport and he told me at 5 am that he don’t think we should be together anymore. Like wtf? I asked him in his face when I was there and he told me no he’s not breaking up with me . And he’s not mad . Held me while I cried . And, told me he loved me and we ordered food . Then I get home to ignored calls , messages and video chats like wtf I do wrong . Then today I tell him I maybe pregnant and he starts getting disrespectful then tell me I have to abort it because he has a girlfriend. Like I just saw you on the fucking 5th . I’m beyond stressed my chest is hurting and I’m cramping a lil . Like I never did anything to him . I loved him . I took off work to see him . I left my job at 4 am just to go to the airport straight after? I feel stupid . And, useless and dumb . You tell me you want a baby but when it’s possible now you say you don’t want kids by me . That hurts me so bad . And you knew I wasn’t on birth control because I told you . The tears just won’t stop coming . Please tell me how to get through this pain 😭