What do you think this song I wrote is about?

Madeleine

I wrote this song and I’m curious what someone would think it’s about without me telling them, let me know what you think!

Screaming to let all the pain out

Dreaming of finding a way out

Good days, but I’m looking for errors

Ruminate for black and white answers

Hold my breath, dive under water and let myself remember the old things they said conversations I had, shouldn’t bother me much, replay that thought again

And I let it all go straight to my head

Knocks at my doorstep

And I can’t say no, I got no self control

Wish I could close the door but I can’t

Cause I got obsessions

Yeah I got obsessions

Everyday my mind won’t give me silence

Want that peace alliance

Here we go all over again

Obsessing

Wish I’d learn my lesson

Yeah I know I’m one to fight my feelings

Bang them ‘gainst the ceiling

here we go all over again

Tiptoe through the noise all around me

Breathe slow when you feel your chest pounding

Feels like all four walls are surrounding

Low light makes your eyes lose their grounding

Hold my breath, dive under water and let myself look for the bad in the good

Through the misunderstood

Just because that you can

Doesn’t mean that you should

And I let it all go straight to my head

Crawls out of no where

I try to accept all the thoughts to expect

Cause it’s all just a cause and effect

Words can’t describe how draining

Too much color on a painting

Gotta just let go of the control

That’s always the place I slip and fall

A constant need for assurance

It’s like arguing another person

24/7 back and forth

Can’t stand this way of living anymore