I’ve come to a point in my life where I accept the fact that I’m in this situation because I left my husband I was being irresponsible and got pregnant and made an even bigger decision to stay with someone I knew was controlling and married him now I’m in a situation where I gave up a house cars and being a wife because the man I married I knew was not right for me I choose to be happy and I know that being with him I was gonna be miserable because he was never gonna change you can’t change an unwilling person when you change your way of life to make a person happy you loose yourself and I lost who I was now I gotta pick myself up and find who I am now as a person and I’m not saying my ex is bad he’s not a bad person he’s a great friend and I wish he was that for me but he wasn’t all I want is for him to find someone to make him happy and treat him better then I did and I can tell you that I treated him like a king so with that I’m going in to this new year with nothing but determination to get to where I was when I was with him but with out him because at the end of the day I’m here to support my kids and focus on them and no one else