Rethinking this whole marriage right now

Maybe I’m just emotional but I’ve never met a man who acted this way.

For example. I’m sick with the flu, I’m TIRED. I can’t seem to stop coughing, my fever keeps rising I’m achy. He won’t cook for me. I spent so much money in groceries and I can’t cook right now but he will go out and get fast food and I’m just so sick I just eat what he brings home even if I beg him to just try and cook what’s in there. ( it’s easy stuff, hamburger meat, chicken, meatballs, anything ) it’s ALWAYS a no.

Well today I think pneumonia is setting in. I can’t breathe, I’m coughing so hard it hurts everything. I can’t even hear because my ears have so much fluid so I woke up and asked if he’d mind making some bacon and biscuits. Easy right? Nope. He said no.

I went fishing with this man while sick, I went go looking at animal shelters for 4 hours with the flu so he would smile.

But he can’t make me a fucking plate of food without getting mad at me for asking?

Maybe I’m use to seeing my brother and dad cook for their wife’s. But it’s truly selfish in my opinion. But he wants Waffle House? Tf no. I have Waffle House in my fridge. I wouldn’t be so upset about it if I didn’t realize how much money this boy uses in fast food because I’m to sick to cook. AND THE BOY MOMMA TOLD ME HE IS A GREAT COOK.

And he won’t clean. I was really sick Christmas, so I wasn’t able to clean up all the mess from the wrapping paper and stuff. I just did it yesterday and what did he do? Start helping me then screamed he isn’t doing this right now and walked away. I’m still sick bending over picking all this up by myself while he sat on the couch and watched me . YALL I WAS ABOUT TO THROW HIS SHIT IN THE YARD.