So disappointed by af

It’s still early in my journey having been on the pill for a very long time but i spent all of my twenties avoiding a pregnancy, I was convinced if i somehow had unprotected sex once it would happen and now I’m actually trying to have a baby it’s so disappointing when AF shows. I remember being young and worried and begging for my period to show so i knew I wasn’t pregnant and now I’m sat in the toilet looking at my pad and feeling so sad

You feel like telling your body, “look I know you want the egg to be fertilised, I’ve done so much bd’ing, I’m trying to give you what you want here!”

I really hope everyone who’s trying gets their result soon, the only thing I’m trying to think of it’s less time to wait now til I know I can go again , at least the wait is over , as honestly it really is the worst waiting and waiting for it just to show

Not sure what the point of this post is, just wondering if anyone feels the same out there as I do right now

Sending baby dust to all of us x