Due January 9th FTM

I guess I’m venting a little. I was checked at my last appointment, 38 weeks + 1. My midwife said my cervix has not changed and is closed. She recommended Evening Primrose capsules. One at night vaginally. Also asked me to make another appointment for January 17th incase baby decides not to come and induction is needed. I go back in a few days to be checked again. Fingers crossed I start making progress. I’m so happy for everyone having their babies. I’m so jealous and just over pregnancy at this point. I just want my baby here already. Thanks for listening.