Just plain over it 😡😩😞

For what seems like forever my partner and I have been trying to ttc NOTHING. Always NOTHING. Maybe if I’m lucky I get an evap line. I’m pissed I’m frustrated I’m mad I’m sad. What’s wrong with my fckn body!!!! I love seeing others positives but shit I want MINE!!! It’s driving me into depression. We switched donors, had great donations, i ovulated correctly EVERYTHING!!! 11 fckn days late all negative including a blood test. What I THOUGHT was implantation bleeding was nothing but a cruel joke my body is playing.... This shit isn’t fair!!! Only explanation is lose weight!!! Even bigger women are getting pregnant but me NOPE!!!! I hate this and at only 29 guess who now have unexplained infertility!!! 🖕🏾And gets to go to a specialist cause my body doesn’t work 😩😩😩 I just needed to vent