*Rant* I'm literally so tired of going hungry

I'm 16 and live in a house with my mom, grandma, and 2 sisters. My grandma doesn't have a job. My mom has a job and money goes to bills. My dad has a poor paying job and he works in a different state. We never have much food and when we do, it gets eaten up quickly. I used to have a job but I quit in October becaude my coworkers made my depression worse and ever since then I've been struggling to find another job. I continuously put in applications and never get scheduled for any interviews. I've been trying for months but nothing. So I started sending nudes on snapchat for money (Yes I know its illegal i don't need to be lectured) and my parents found out so I had to stop. Now here I am hungry again and I'm literally so fucking over it.