Postpartum depression

After my miscarriage I had to fill out a depression questionnaire. I answered the questions mostly wrong to sound ‘normal.’ It was so hard answering those 10 questions because I didn’t know which answer to choose. Like do you ever have thoughts of harming yourself? Who doesn’t? But I’m obviously not gonna say ya cause they’re just thoughts I have sometimes, rarely; but I do. Or do you feel sad, like yeah, again who doesn’t? Or do you not find enjoyment in going out, I’ve never done, does that mean I’m depressed? Lol idk I wish I could answer those questions honestly without getting judged for them but also giving an explanation.