Unsure

Hey everyone my baby’s dad and I planned to go to a festival together... he said to me the only reason he was going was cause I was... now I’m not going he still goes 😂 he lies about going to parties, and wanks in myfucking bed and leaves it there and just puts my jumper over it to hide it. I want to leave him, but he still tries to kiss and touch me when I say no. I kinda feel violated! He saw me so upset the other day and didn’t say “oh I won’t go to the festival you need me”