So recently everything has been falling apart. Not in good terms with my family, and I think I could be pregnant Im not sure, my period is supposed to come next week so I’m waiting. I just feel so hated, like I always cause problems and I don’t know what to do. I just want to run away from my problems and I know I am the problem. Somethings wrong with me and I don’t know what to do. I just want to leave this endless cycle that happens to me constantly. I wanted this new year to be a fresh start but honestly it’s not going well. I’m trying to have hope too but I don’t know how I feel about having faith right now. :/