I have a severe phobia of needles. Like pass out before they stick me sometimes fear. I’ve thrown up before even. I know I’m a fainter and tell them before hand and I do all the tricks. But I’m so scared to get my blood drawn at my first ob appointment I’m just crying at the thought of it. (Note: I would do this before pretty too, it’s nothing new) but I can’t get out of this one I don’t think. I know rationally I’m an adult and need to act like one but I’m struggling hard. I don’t know how I’m going to handle any of this. No part of me is scared to push the baby out or even tearing. Just the needles involved