Learning to drive a stick

I got a car that I loved and my dad was here for two nights to teach me how to drive it. I've been driving on my own since Friday and I feel like everyday in just getting worse! Today I got stuck on a hill and had to call a friend for help. I feel fuckin worthless. Everyone is saying it just takes time or relax and I hate when people tell me to relax! Like if I could I would but it's like I CANT. I might just be venting but in so frustrated with myself because my friend hopped into my jeep and drove it no problem! Meanwhile I'm getting consistently worse! I don't want to give up but I just don't get why I'm so bad at everything!